I'm not there yet; in fact, I've given up on trying to get there. Because where is there anyway? Some abstract place; a fantasy of having it all worked out. No, I'm right here. I'm right in the thick of the chaos that is life. I'm deep in the pain whilst riding the waves of ecstatic bliss. I'm continuously coming undone whilst being made anew. I'm as delicate as a feather yet as strong as a diamond. I'm frozen in fear yet melting into love. Yes, I'm right here, where life is real and raw. Where I know nothing but feel everything. Where I'm down on my knees surrendering to the unknown. Where I'm in utter awe of the miracle of it all. Yes, I'm right here and it's exactly where I'm meant to be. 我還沒有到那里；事實(shí)上，我已經(jīng)放棄了努力到達(dá)那里的想法。因?yàn)椤澳抢铩钡降自谀睦铮恳粋€(gè)抽象的地方；一個(gè)幻想，認(rèn)為一切都解決了。 不，我就在這里。我就在生活的混亂中。我深陷在痛苦之中，同時(shí)乘著狂喜的波浪。我不斷地被瓦解，同時(shí)又被重塑。我像羽毛一樣脆弱，卻像鉆石一樣堅(jiān)強(qiáng)。我因恐懼而凍結(jié)，卻因愛而融化。 是的，我就在這里，生活真實(shí)而原始。在這里，我什么都不知道，但能感受到一切。在這里，我跪下來向未知屈服。在這里，我對這一切的奇跡充滿敬畏。 是的，我就在這里，這正是我注定要去的地方。